11月04日(水)
Back to blog...found that I've been neglecting this since having facebook...I still feel that there are certain things that cannot be expressed through facebook or vlogs...but only in writing..so here it is.
Saturday during service, I looked at the name "City Harvest" projected from lights on the curtain-wall...and somehow it just resonates with me...thank God that I'm there...thank God I listened and decided not to leave.
10月09日(金)
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09月12日(土)
VLOG #7 2009-09-12
Though the initial distortion of time and space made it a little out of place, but it all fell into place nicely. And basically, I was in control of it.
On Wednesday night, I had a dream. A sweet dream. The sweetest dream of my life. A dream so sweet, I will hold it close to my heart, play it over repeatedly in my head, and see that it comes true. My precious.
08月23日(日)
Talk about clothings, the one I wore yesterday, besides its color and design, one particular thing I like about it most is the collar. It is very comfortable, and for the first time, I noticed that I like big collars. And the only thing I don't like is the hook thing is so low! Makes me want to remove it, or at least move it up...but whatever...haha...Although I spent only like 10 minutes deciding on it. Ultimately, I spent an hour in the shop. Clothings are just like, hm...how should I put it, a girl maybe? Visually it might be attractive, you put it on and then think, ah heck it...so in the end, after trying on close to 10 I think, I only bought one...much to the patience of the sales assistant haha...and I think my style is quite military influenced. Double chest-buttoned pockets is quite a must, it makes the shirt look more balanced and sharper. Epaulettes are a plus. More will come, as part of the change I've envisioned for transitioning into adulthood. Ya guys liking it?
Last week, I went so crazy on the piano that on monday I woke up with sore shoulders and forearms, wow...awesome!
Last night's sermon was funny...and the best joke I like is this.
"Are you brother Kong?"
"I am he."
"No pun intended!"
Haha! The last line really made the joke.
08月16日(日)
Ran my AHM this morning....grah! Had to book in on Saturday night to maintain that 7 hours of rest that the army so love to enforce. But the lucky thing was that friday I chose to slept late, then throughout saturday I forced myself to keep awake, even though I did sleep a bit on the bus ride, still I was tired enough to fall asleep at 2000 or so? No idea, my friend was eating dinner in bunk and the noise from opening the microwave box thing kept me up a bit. Woke up at 0300, moved out at 0345, reached at 0430 or so...hell...
So we were flagged off at 0600 or so, and then I walked the first 30 seconds, because there were so many people. Then I ran, leading my guys, alone. Saw a female fall at the first water point, no idea how, think she must have slipped. I skipped that water point simply because of the crowd, I think I hit the second or third, then another female slipped a bit, water points seriously, damn dangerous, especially those off-road ones. Then on I ran, till the 11KM mark. Passed a hell lot of competitive runners. Then as I left ECP, my friend caught up to me, talked a little and let him take the lead, leaving me alone again. Then at the 14KM mark, there was a left turn, so I thought I'll jump onto the pedestrain footpath to cut the corner, misjudged, right foot slipped, almost fell, drew some reactions, but with my strength I stabilised, wondering how the heck I was able to do that.
On and on I ran, hit the 17KM mark and walked, seriously dying, for about 100 metres or so, then ran again. From that point, it was all about enduring. Then another U-turn under a bridge where there was this TP, kept sounding his siren, I wonder what for, I wanted to get a drink there but the siren turned me off from the echoes off the walls. Lucky thing, the water point stretched beyond the bridge.
Run run run, it was hell running for me by that point. The next water point was the one where I drank a lot. 1 full cup of water, 1 full cup of 100-plus, half cup of water again. Usually, I only take 1 mouthful and throw the whole cup away. And by then, my pants were wet like never before, seriously, I've never had my bottoms so wet before, must be because of the crowd.
Then at the 18KM point, one of my course mates caught up with me, basket, they are only running 10KM. So I let him lead me. Around the 19KM, I ran till my right calf threatened to cramp, that made me stumble a little, but I pressed on, then tested the calf, and decided to walk. 20KM mark, another course mate caught up and overtook. I ran again, and again, right calf threatened to cramp, so I walked again. Until 350metres from finishing point, I went fast with legs threatening to cramp but I just crossed the finishing line. Collected me medal, walked to holding area, marked attendance and left. Took me 2 hours 15 minutes 2 seconds and 20 milliseconds to complete.
On the train ride home, I was thinking I could actually make it for service. Reached home, bathed, and thinking how my legs were thrashed....ugh...ate some chocolate bread, chocolates, then early lunch at 0930 with parents haha. Shortly after lunch, probably around 1030, diarrhea, seriously, my body is not made to run long distances, I think the max my body can take is 12. Left tendon pain is a sure thing, followed with left foot pains, argh....not sure why the diarrhea keeps coming, probably because I was eating too much...no idea...heck...
This I forgot to mention yesterday, but on Friday, on the way to cellgroup, after coming out of the MRT station, for some reason I looked into the drain, and saw 3 cockroaches, moving together. Then just 10cm ahead of them, I saw 4 more cockroaches stacked or grouped on top of one another. Crap, that reminded me of what my piano teacher related to me from many years before, she said she opened some cabinet and saw a lump of cockroaches, though I wanted to believe, I didn't until I saw for myself...7 cockroaches at one spot...shit.
08月10日(月)
Went to PM in the morning, it was one of my best out of so many I've been through. Then went shopping alone :D Next area I'll hit will be town I guess, there are some places I want to check out.
Cold day, I reached home, bathed and wore wet clothes hahaha, that's just me, I won't wait for clothes to dry by itself, but I will use myself to dry it. Then I ate ice cream, and that blew it, I felt the chills and my mighty solution is to hit the piano. Playing the piano generates so much body heat in me that I can defeat the coldest of days :) Serious, on a normal day, I would sweat like crazy till my whole upper body is wet, sometimes even the legs. It's almost like I participated in some sports. And that's probably why almost all of the pianists you see are in great shape HAHAHA! Seriously, no joke. Man, I just love the piano...picking up new recitals to play yet again. And this one's tough, it's technically easy, but not easy to play since it requires muscle groups that I rarely activate. Been playing romantics for a long time, switching back to classical, tough move. But still I'm going. Perservere!
08月01日(土)
Left out some points regarding my trip to Tampines on thursday, after alighting from the bus, I had to use e-brake, and I was like "MY SOLE!" but dang, it was also partly my fault for trying a blind corner. The reason for that pain is that I don't want to thrash this pair of sneakers. That's why my move speed has been greatly reduced. One is preservation, the other is that I found trying not to sweat being an art. Ha! Though my speed has been significantly reduced, still there is always this urge within me to go fast. I am unable to tolerate a stranger walking beside or slightly behind me at the same speed. My body will be shouting Go Go Go!
Just when I thought I'll kick my plans into action. Just as I was carrying it out, a wall appeared in my face. Greeted me and asked, "Going somewhere?" That was when I knew, whatever I planned isn't going to come as easy as I expected. But, every setback is an opportuniity for me to take a step back. To relook, rethink, to re-strategise on a new approach. The problem is dead, inanimate, but we are alive! This will I defeat in 3 days. EAT IT!
07月30日(木)
Tampines 1, I saw Kristeena, or should I spell Christina? Ah whatever, as long as I know who I am talking about, been 4, 5 years since we last met? And thanks for reading my entries, even watching my vlogs haha! Cool stuff....all who read my entries will be appreciated :) I don't like those people who put up links of others just for the sake of doing that...that's like so shallow...and all whom I linked here, will be read too, usually it's the first thing I do since it's the fastest also...but when I have nothing to do, I can go through the list over and over again for as much as 10 times a day lol...and the weird me is, I don't like to have to click further as time pass, so I read in reverse order, and also because my first link can be quite troublesome since I'm the administrator as well, gotta deal with spam and all that bullshit. So if you want to be the first read, then you better have a name that is Xf and beyond. Haha :D
Weeee, FOP coming....I never used to like it, the time, the crowd I guess...but this time I'm kind of looking forward to it...and then 24 Aug, woohoo, that'll be the one. Yet to apply for leave.
07月20日(月)
Actually had quite a lot to pen down, but then slowly as time passed...things slowly slipped my mind...dang! Anyway, been enjoying playing the piano more and more. Looking forward to my first full grand. I doubt I ever will be playing electronic keyboards, simply because they sound crap to me. Getting better and better at a piece I've been learning nice, I like.
Saturday, I thought I'll go for some training, but because I've been out of training for 3 weeks, I thought I'll not go for the full package, but focus more on my heart and lungs. So I ran the stairs with different milestones in between. And like all trainings I do, it only gets harder and harder. My last burst had my legs totally giving up on me and I couldn't run but walk up the stairs, though it was only the last level. Then for the rest of the day I was very slightly weak in my thighs. And through this training, I realised that the new New Balance shoes is more spacious inside, maybe it's because I didn't tighten, it didn't provide much support at all. Thus as I was running up the steps, my ankles could lean left and right, freaking dangerous. And dangerous it was that I started having a bit of fear but then later dismissed it as I warmed up and got used to the shoes. And also, it is damn light, which I don't like for trainers. Maybe it's time I used my weights again? Haha...
Sunday, woke up at what, 0530? Took my first step and pain shot through my left tendon. Wow shit, of any kinds of injuries, strained tendons are the worst. But I wasn't really too bothered. Set off for sentosa. Down-steps and down slopes were killing me with pain but being endurance king, I wasn't bothered at all. Just that I seriously hated the feeling that everytime my tendon hurt, I risk spraining my ankle since my legs would lean. And my crazy walking speed didn't help much to alleviate the problem but only added on to it with my sharp cornering and cutting of people.
Maybe it is the people, maybe it is the planning already done. That was one of the better sentosa trips I've done. Wasn't too eager initially, because the name sentosa doesn't really give me much excitement lol, but it turned out good. Or maybe it was because I am now looking at things from a different perspective. Been a good day, gained some insights. Love it.
06月28日(日)
Hm...went out to Tampines Mall for a nice walk around...thought of getting some clothes or something like that, but I ended up in Yamaha instead. Man, grand pianos these days are getting small, and in the shop itself, there's 2 under 5-feet. Which is just about 149X119X109cm and a smaller one in front of it. Play tested it, woooweee...grands always sound so nice. But I wasn't playing at my best, because I wasn't used to its touch and the ambience there...my music sounded crap lol...but the point was to get the feel that's all. For 24k, I could get a grand, but being Yamaha and being a small grand, it would be better to get an upright. My goal would be to get a Steinway or Fazioli concert grand, those are the shit...looking forward to owning one!
06月20日(土)
Had a dream. I was driving a Subaru WRX, one that I am aiming for. And experience tells me that the gears are way damn loose, so loose that I engaged the wrong gear twice. On I drove, reached Tampines, then I reached home, or a place in the dream where it was home to me. Then I woke up and thought "Hell, how the hell am I supposed to pay that 80k since I bought the car?" Wow, shit, I knew it was a dream, and yet when I woke up, I thought it had happened...That was really some freak moment.
Went for a nice run this morning. I didn't bring my watch along to time myself as I wanted this to be a pure hardcore session. Sunday's mad work out worked out, now my legs are a lot stronger than before, that my lungs couldn't keep up...woot...now to work on my lung power.
06月14日(日)
Boku no hime-sama, o-genki desu ka?
Thinking of His goodness, His greatness, His promise, it pumps me so much that I am going crazy. Then as I yearn for more of Him, this unsatisfiable urge builds up. So much so that somehow, I wish the church wide bible study would end fast. I want to attend cellgroup again!!!
Thursday, I had to do DS duty, after I was done, I went back to bunk, ready to relax. Then somehow, I realised that I hadn't had dinner, what the heck? Forgot to eat dinner! LOL!
Okay so yesterday was celebrity's weekend, I decided to go to beach road to get my marksman badge sewn, before heading to Sim Lim to check out prices for the G25 before going to expo. But alas, the gameshop that has always been there is gone! I combed from level 6 to 2 and nothing...crap...and half way through the searching, my blood sugar level somehow fell, so I was walking dazed, left Sim Lim, got onto the train, took some rest and it stabilised for a while. Was contemplating whether or not to recharge, but decided not to, so I trudged along towards Hall 1. Dang...I just felt like collapsing and sleep...but I just whacked all the way to the queue, and slept standing. Sleeping standing is dangerous, because if you really fall asleep, you'll fall. It almost happened to me many years ago, I slept standing in a bus and my knees gave way half way and I woke up. Yesterday, I almost fell forward, but woke up in time :D
Magic The Gathering, man...the 200 dollars I spent on my Fairy deck is really worth it. Against a standard deck, it's absolutely powerful, 4 matches, I won 4 though 2 was close. I had 3 health and the other 7 health, and then I started turning things around. Actually, MTG is more like a luck based game, what cards you draw at which point matters a lot, which is evident because my fairies have lost like hell before due to bad draws.
Last night, as I was thinking...all of a sudden I remembered something I had wanted to do...a duet, with someone. Not on two different pianos, but the same one. Hell, it doesn't even have to be a proper duet, one hand each on the same piece would do...meh...wait wait wait...how long more do I have to wait?
06月05日(金)
Some forgotten details here but, during live firing on sunday, had a bit of trouble...first it was stomachache, the LS type. And then after basking in the sun, headache from dehydration. Then the LS came back...woot...ultimate combo.
My ATP was kind of bad, got a rifle that I can't zero, and have to combat zero. Then there was a new stage, and I missed the targets like crap, and I mean really crap. 2 practice runs, 16 shots, 8 missed. Was still trying to figure my zeroing out by the end of the day. But, that was for practice.
On the second day, we had some armourer come down and fix our glowing tips, so I got mine fixed, and then went for zeroing, and this time, with the help of the new glow tip, I could combat zero with much higher precision. Then it was the start of the test. Stage B up first. Prior to that, I had an idea from the movie Saving Private Ryan. So I did exactly like what the sniper did. Pray for every shot. But I prayed for every 2 shot, since Stage B has 4 progressions of 2 shots each. Hit all 8 shots, got damn high. Too high, and kind of regretted it later.
Stage A started. And I wallhacked, I already knew beforehand, where all the targets would be. So, I got so cocky, and too high from the perfect 8, that I didn't really aim nicely, I just aimed at where the target would pop up, and fired. But the run down was damn fun, just run like hell...I didn't bother conserving my breath, just run like shit. Missed 4 targets total, but the machine says I missed 5, that was like wth??? But okay, I still could miss 2. It was a lucky thing we had a bit of tailwind for the second day, my face wasn't as dirty from all the gunpowder. Needed to shit at dinner time, but I thought I would hold it in all the way till I reached camp, but then, I thought, what if later. Conducting says, "Firers, take up kneeling or squatting position." And then I forget...and then later ta bolek jalan, that would be crap.
Then came Stage C. I missed the last for squatting and I was like "SHIT!" 1 grace left. Then came the next one, and I missed the first 2 in a row, and I was like "MY MARKSMAN!!!" but I just adjusted and got the last one, then the next position, hit all 3. Was damn disappointed, just 1 point away to marksman.
And then came today, friday, I entered the neighbouring office, and my friend came up and said, "Douglas, you are marksman." And I was like wtf!? Serious!? Then he showed me the scoresheet, and I have 30 points. Meaning I only missed 6. Which is damn weird, because I clearly saw that my target board didn't move when I missed the 2 in a row. Or maybe I didn't see it move that's why, but it should be damn clear...I don't get it, whatever it is, I have my marksman now, and it's awesome. I have reached just about the pinnacle amount of badges an NSF can have. All I need now is GCC, JCC, CSB, Airborne and I'll complete the collection.
Anyway, through this live firing, I learnt something. When God helps you accomplish something, do not get too happy and then forget about Him. After I got my perfect 8. I was so high I didn't pray or anything and just carried on with stage A. I actually could have gotten perfect for stage A because I was aiming on target, just that I was too cocky not to aim properly before firing.
Up till now, I still have no idea what the hell happened to my score like how it got a +2, but whatever it is, I know it was God, because few days prior to the shoot, I did ask Him for 30 points.
05月31日(日)
The other night as I was booking in from home, I saw a girl being pillion-ed on a bicycle. That was a lovely sight. And even though I already told myself to walk slow as I don't want to be sweating for that night, still I picked my speed up just to look longer...haha...
Finished live firing...damn...was I tired out these two days...now my back is aching from lifting all those bombs...glad that it is all over...for now...
Have been wondering, pondering, thinking, analyzing, then slowly, bit by bit...a conclusion is formed...here is the process...
I never gave anything much thought when I see you.
I never gave anything much thought when I talk to you.
Alright, all's fine, not time.
Then, everytime I receive a message, I would wish it was from you.
Then, everytime my phone rings, I would wish it was you.
Shit, am I in trouble?
Now, unknowingly, you would be in my thoughs.
Now, unknowingly, you would look better than I expected.
Shit, I am indeed in trouble.
05月29日(金)
Sometime between 24th to the 25th of May, some dude stole my shoe. And the best thing is, only one side was stolen. Dad went to the front door to get newspapers and then suddenly asked me where my shoe was, why does it only have one side. And in my mind, I knew it was stolen. Yet I found it amusing, I didn't feel any anger or anything. Just laughed it off. It reminded me of a few years ago where my running shoe were stolen. That pair was priced at 169, but I bought at 88. But that one caused more pain as I didn't have as much money as I have now. Ha, then I proceeded to place the other side of the shoe outside of my home, and few days back, it's gone. Good riddance.
Recently took up an online challenge, and won! Haha, here is the link and my video response is there.
Challenge
Shall work to keep the record up there heh heh heh!
Anyway, this, I've been contemplating for a long time, but I've decided. Heck with my friday home time, God first.
Anyway, this last is special, because I rarely remotely even talk about it, so here it is in text, permanent. Comparing myself to others, I am way way different in terms of the "The kind of girl we want". I remember reading off some posters in the MRT station saying that women dressed in red are often perceived as sexy as red is an aggressive color, but not me, I prefer women dressed in white or black. People always tell me, they prefer their girl not to wear glasses, but I like them to be wearing glasses. They tell me long hair, I say short hair. People say, short skirts, I say longer ones, knee-length to be exact. What I find acceptable, they say cannot make it.
Ha! But all in all, in the end, it all doesn't matter with appearances for it is only skin deep.
Recompilation of the funny times in BMT Viper 3108:
Good morning Sergeant Major. I'm from the toilet.
Okay, now all of you go inside your bunk and open up your cupboards.
Did you lock your locker?
Yes, I did sir
FUCK YOU!
Did you lock your locker?
No sir.
What is your name?
H X Tan.
Fuck you la,
H X Tan I also can read right?
Normally, you must signal the back guy la, if not he will stand there like an idiot unless he got byakugan or some shit.
I tell you, before I send out my chakra, you better tell me first.
Tonight, there'll be a ghost walking around. This ghost, got a powerful curse, if you see this ghost, your handphones will disappear. So, be careful.
Eh, don't make me use my most powerful attack, I only need two fingers and you will suffer.
Platoon Sergeant!
Yes?
xxx xxxxx is bitten by a centipede!
Seriously?
Yes.
Fuck!
From BSLC Echo 3308:
Eh, why you sneeze?
Can move and sneeze in a file ah?
Can bear with your sneeze or not?
Yes Staff.
Yes ah, you show me how to bear with the sneeze?
Who's your buddy?
Ah...private Robin.
Private ah? Wah lan eh, you demote me is it? From warrant officer become private.
哇。。差一点在里面死掉。
Do you know why you are here? The four of you have been specially selected to do this night mission. You are the best of the best. Champion of the champions. Now, we are going to battle the black soldiers. There are thousands of them, and you are going to pick them one by one. Are you ready, let's go! Tata-tatata-ta, Grenade!
Who is holding on to my sect comm bag, pass the message!
Who is holding on to my sect comm bag, pass the message!
哇，这样我以后看到他不是要salute他？
他妈的，如果我看到他我一定给他一个Stone Cold Stunner.
Stone Cold Sunnter了，他躺在地上我才salute他。
Hello, this is Echo24, we are lost in the vegetation.
How the fuck I know where you are?
From A.I:
Where's your RO?
There.
Wah lan eh, you draw like that I thought is someone's dick sia.
After you find your ZLB, go ZBL.
From MTG Gatherings:
Then I should just arrest Douglas.
Eh fuck, arrest me for what!?
Then I should attack you, take 10.
I'm your ally!
Huh?
You can't attack me, I'm your ally!
What the fuck, then I attack YY la, take 10, left 6. I'm your ally then you arrest me for what sia.
I'm just saying for fun then you want to kill your ally.
You two are playing in a world of your own man.
Wah, can you burn it not?
(Thinks of lighter) Can, I have to go back to bunk.
05月01日(金)
This I forgot to take into account, my MTG spending is actually 148 since I sold 2 packs of tight sleeve card protectors since I upgraded to KMC.
Anyway, it's been a month since I last ran...went for a run at my usual time again, 1400 hours :D. Clocked a timing of 8:56.64. I don't know, though I feel strong, I performed weakly. Yes, it is 5 seconds improvement but that is due to my greater lung capacity from taking some health products. 300 metres into my run and my calves were already tired...and I just pressed on until I reach the golden incline. I passed it with much ease, but of course, not as fast as in the past. Upon reaching the top, I could only run with swinging legs. My hips were dropped and I wasn't running efficiently. So I've concluded that 1 month is the limit where I can cut from physical activity before I degenerate beyond even-ing out. It is also through today that I learn that my body expends oxygen faster than I can breathe...greater lung capacity, but due to lack of use, lower efficiency. Still, it was a good run, letting me see what the stuff I've been eating can do.
03月15日(日)
Darn it...everytime I want to deposit cash, I can't...twice I tried, the machine doesn't proceed with transactions using card, seems like they changed it. Yesterday I went, the machine was unable to deal with cash deposits, wasted 3 minutes of my time seemingly updating, but never updated my passbook...lol...
Anyway...2 amazing things I found out...it is actually there all around us, just that we've never really looked and thought about it...friendships, how they are built...from the beginning where you were strangers, perhaps you have seen the face before...and then somehow or rather, through a period of time, you become friends, maybe even boy/girl friends if it's between opposite sexes. But then, how in the world did that happen? How did that "stranger" barrier dissolve? Think, how many friends you've acquired through this way...amazing huh?
Next, the growth of our bones. It is not so simple as the bone just becoming longer. Take for example, our shin. It is smacked between 2 joints, the knee and the ankle. For it to grow with more calcium would mean that the 2 joints, would have to get out of the way. In engineering, we would have removed one joint, switched the shin for a longer one, and reattach the removed joint. It is something like that, and not to mention, the required balancing act of muscles growing, veins, arteries and whatever what not in our body will have to keep up as well...amazing...think about it...God is cool...
Been looking for good pouches...even looking at pouches for body armour...but heck...I think I'll just get a Thirsty Al from Crumpler. Try it out...only 16 bucks lol...or is it? Forgot...
03月01日(日)
Hm...health...not enough fibre...seriously not enough fibre and I am spending more time in the toilets now...this will take some time to correct...
The laziness of humans probably can be seen in that they assume the top downloads or top listed is the best...I looked at some sample songs a few weeks ago and there was three entries, one with 10 thousand over downloads, one with a few thousand and the last with around 200 downloads. The one with 200 downloads sounded much better compared to the higher downloaded, and higher rated one...it pays to check :)
This thought struck me again, weeks back...but then, I'm starting to think that there isn't one Perfect Plan from God, but rather, multiple paths to choose from, to reach that one Perfect End.
02月28日(土)
Woohoo...I've transitioned even more into a left hander, yesterday when I was digging the sand pit to loosen the soil for the low ramp, I found that I was handling the digging tool as a left hander would...cool..
I think, people of these days, and I mean of these days with an implied meaning, are using words without knowing what they are talking about. Especially with the case of my two other friends with me. Kind of difficult to start the topic but the main thing is about girls. I don't know how this started but it came down to the topic of "Looking At Girls". So I said that I don't understand why would someone go out looking at girls. And the reply was that looking at them gives them a "feel good" feeling. And that I didn't understand, participate or think about it equals to "No Life". Wow, I think the real no lifers are they who have to go out of their way to look at girls for gratification. Man, if you want to look, look on the way to some place, and not go to some place to look...big difference between efficiency and effectiveness.
01月30日(金)
Two nights ago, I had some nice ass weird dream, so weird, that I can remember it so well...the details...hm...I think I'll write it down, maybe you want to read it....oh you will read it anyway.
I was a truck driver and somehow there was this disaster or some shit in Japan. I drove along, picking up somehow only females, I remember I picked up quite a few, maybe around 8. Or maybe they ran past my vehicle and didn't get onboard. Moments later, I looked back and I was looking at the world with the view of left four dead, the game. I could see someone was incapacitated. I spoke to the two by my left and right with only one word, wait, and in Japanese. I must somehow be in a McLaren F1 truck or something as the steering wheel must have been in the middle for me to be between the girls. I left the vehicle and rushed to the victim fast, and upon entering I found out that the one incapacitated was a normal fucking civillian, which makes me wonder how is it(no idea male or female) any different to the girls I picked. Anyway I was nailed by one of the boss infected, smoker I think. Of course, I never made it back to the truck.
Second dream. This in a war, I was the sole survivor, mucking around or some shit, must have been there for ages. Then in came this futuristic looking tank, big shit, dangerous. But instead of staying down, I stood up in open sight and made a run for it. The tank went past me, and another vehicle came back to survey my position. Some infantry carrier, they saw me, and I saw them. Still I made a run for it, I should say made a stagger for it. I couldn't move well, probably to reflect my half-numbed sleep-awake state. Then I woke up.
Anyway, I didn't understand this in the past, but now with a desktop, I finally understood. Indeed, the razer tarantula keyboard is not a all-in-one wonder keyboard because you can't use it to boot into BIOS. Which means, your normal PS/2 keyboard will have to stay by your side always, never replaced. Which means a razer keyboard owner will indirectly have to own two keyboards until razer comes with a keyboard as good as the tarantula that can be used while the computer is booting up.
01月24日(土)
Haha...back after one day of offline-ment.
Armed with a new computer, kicking AI asses in games, whipping through programs and beating to music, what else could be better?
Anyway, people, see if you can now scroll through my diary or any other crap that would require scrolling. It failed me for one minute until I changed the codes a little after migrating from CS3 to CS4. Test it out baby.
C2D E8400. 4GB DDR2 667 RAM. 9600GT. 640GB HDD. 22X SATA DVD Drive. 19" Widescreen LCD. Anything I missed out? Heh!
